Even my doctor said it was the worst time, the waiting.  I am going to rant.  Why do we have to wait so long?  Just watching tv the other night, in Huddersfield, they have a State of the Art brand new spanking Animal Hospital open 24/7 with CT scans, X-ray, MRI all available for very little cost compared with private medicine costs.  Ridiculous.  You can see I am in the angry phase of lump awareness.  Why are we put through this agonising time?  I know I have a two week window but waiting is dreadful.  Like others have said, first of all, I went quiet, then tears and tears and more tears until I HAD to come out of that phase just to get some structure in my life.  I have to wait another 10 days to see the clinic.  Every now and then I dip but what else can you do?  It is awful.