Terrified I have Bowel/Colon Cancer

Hi all,

 

I'm writing on hear as I've been reading through some stories, I'm hoping it will somehow help me deal with my anxiety by writing it down and speaking to other people who have been through the same thing.

 

I'm 30 years old (August) and a female. Very end of July this year I started with bloating and loose stools, I had zero appetite and didn't feel thirsty either. I paid for a private ultrasound as I was worried about my ovaries and had convinced myself something was wrong. I had an ultrasound sound of my abdomen and pelvis, everything was absolutely fine expect for a bit of gas seen. A few days later everything stopped and I went back to normal, although still a bit off with my stools.

 

2 months later (started last Tuesday) the bloating comes back (on and off), no appetite again and loose stools which go from mousse like to normal. I have no blood and my appetite does fluctuate. I don't have any pain, on 1 or 2 occasions I've had cramps like when you've eaten something that's not agreed with you and it goes after a bit. I've had no blood or no severe pain.

 

I've had full blood tests and a stool sample, all were clear. I spoke to my Dr as the bloating/no appetite has come back and he's referred me for a colonoscopy on the 2 week wait, which has absolutely terrified me, the Hospital called to ask some pre-screening questions and the lady stated they may find cancer, I've been crying for last 3 days and I'm just absolutely terrified. I spend all day analysing any niggles, feeling my stomach thinking I can feel lumps and reading Google non stop.

 

Oddly, my Husband has been experiencing all these symptoms since April 2020 but he has lots of blood with his. He is still waiting for a colonoscopy, so it's scared me that mine has been rushed before his?

 

I do suffer with severe anxiety, especially health anxiety, which has got to the worst it's ever been due to Covid. But, I'm absolutely convinced I've got cancer. I have a 5 year old daughter and every time I look at her I want to cry, as I just keep thinking I'll get this diagnosis and she won't have me much longer.

 

Has anybody else has similar symptoms and has a good outcome?

 

I'm sorry to ramble, I'm just so scared.

 

Mx

  • I am in the same position all has come about with having a diabetic review and blood tests indication my iron levels are low and B12 levels, and have loose stoos at times (watery) so no idea if any blood in them, just thought the loose stools were because i was exercising more since 1st July have been taking part in the 1 million step challenge and powerhoop twice per week for a long time, so no fatigue having a telephone assessment next week but no idea what they will be asking. My youngest grandson is 16 month old and my youngest daughter gets married in April, i feel i am doomed. Husband has no idea what to say to me i am sure, had to tell a good friend what is happening as needed someone to talk to, keep in touch and good luck x

  • Hi,

     

    So sorry you're going through this as well.

     

    My Husband been great and is going through the exact same thing as me, but he does have worse symptoms.

     

    I'm just beside myself, I can't eat, can't sleep and can't focus on anything else.

     

    Good luck to you too x

  • Thanks i am trying to not think too much, and not sure how my husband feels, as he never says, maybe i should ask .

  • Wow I can tell from your post that your anxiety is through the roof!

    Slow down and think of the positives.

    Your blood tests were clear.

    You have been referred for a colonoscopy, this tests finds anything believe me.

    You have been referred on the two week referral as if there's a slight chance cancer is suspected OR... as i'm sure your GP knows and mine too.... you are very anxious , they do the urgent referral so you get in quicker, sometimes this is what they do so the hell you are going through with imagining the absolute worst outcome can be sorted quicker. If they find anything, in my experience you will be told at the test. Hope your husband has his test date, if not maybe contact them and hurry them up. Blood does have other causes though but we always imagine the worst.

    I know 100% the hell you are going through, thinking it can't be anything but bad news and this will make your symptoms worse because that is all you will be focusing on so every little ache or pain that any other time you wouldn't think twice about, in your mind you think it has to be cancer.

    I hope in around 3 weeks time you have put all this worry behind you and you can get on with enjoying life.

    Let me know how you get on. I've been there several times, sometimes good news and sometimes bad but everytime is hell until you get answers x

  • Hi Anxious123456,

     

    I've seen your post and couldn't not reply as I'm in a similar situation to you. 

     

    I'm 31 and been having all sorts of issues with my bowels and stools, even tiny bits of blood on two occasions. I have a blood test on Monday as have symptoms of, and doctor suspects, anemia. This is as far as I've got so far and it's all causing me so much stress and anxiety. Sometimes it's worse than anxiety its full blown panic attack! I've even been crying my eyes out on the phone to the samaritans this morning as my anxiety is so bad it's making me feel very low. Like you, I also have young children which is my main concern so I really can sympathise with you. 

     

    I really hope you get your colonoscopy soon so your mind can hopefully be put to rest but your not alone xx

  • Hi I'm wondering how you're getting on? I have similar symptoms at the moment and can't even get through to my GP! I have done an e-consult explaining my symptoms and they're going to ring me tomorrow at some point. 

  • My GP rang me this afternoon and has referred me to gastroenterology on the urgent 2 week wait. I'm also getting a calprotecin stool sample done and a blood test. 

    I hope everyone is ok! I've just realised I've not eaten a single thing today and I'm not even hungry. This is very unlike me! 

  • Hey hun I'm just wondering how you got on? Would love an update as I'm in a similar situation xx

  • Did everything turn out OK? Xx

  • Hi, yes! I thought I'd updated here, whoops! I was diagnosed with microscopic colitis, so thankful it wasn't anything more serious!