Had phone call from consultant all clear!! I'm so relieved!!

I'm still going to be here to offer support though ladies, even if I'm not personally taking the journey with you but in spirit I will

So I have a couple of hours at home now before I go back to work. Enjoy a nice relaxing cuppa and reflect xxxxx

Hey.... thats great news. So pleased for you.

Stick around Traciej your positivity is going to be needed next few days.

#allinittogether xxxx

Hi

Slept like a log...until 5am. Blasted toe is still so sore. Think that's what's dragging me down a bit. Hobbling around trying to get things done isnt how I'd planned it.

So...... after more tears this morning....we are in a f!@$ it day. If it gets done ? Great. If it doesnt....F!@$ it . It can wait.

Think it threw me yesterday with the " in our care for 5 years" that's a long time. Hadnt thought much beyond surgery and results. So on a positive note....they're obviously expecting me to be around for a while. 

#allinittogether xxxx

Thanks whatsnext, I would like to know how your all getting on I guess they will be monitoring you over the 5 years, once treatment is finished. Im assuming it will be every Yr or so, so although it seems a hell of a long time, I doubt they will discharge you until they're sure there is no more treatment needed.

Buzymomma, that's fantastic news! Great stuff! It is such a relief, we've gone through all sorts of scenarios and feelings and thoughts, it's really been a roller-coaster! Thankfully we can now get off that ride. Sadly not everyone can....... Yet. But they will, I'm sure of it xxxxx

Traciej and buzymamma sp pleased for you both!! What wonderful news ️ Whatnext glad you got some sleep big cuddles for your tears! always let them flow warrior! I'm with you on the f**k it day!! So f**k it if you or don't get things done today is your day to choose to do what you want and enjoy it as much as you can ️I went doing my shopping n I also thought f**k it to doing a big shop to many people and head was all over to think about what we will be eating this week so just got a few bits for Christmas (pjs and gift sets) and stuff to cook for our bonfire night tonight and I'll go do the big shop when I do myself a list as think that will help me. It must of been a shock like you say about the 5 years with them but let's see it as you are going to be supported and treated and will get through this not alone!! Xxx 

I actually phoned the breast clinic again on tuesday and was told i would just have to wait to get an appointment even though i have been waiting almost 9 months..

today as i was scrolling through facebook a welsh mp posted about hospital waiting times and if anyone was affected to message hin. i sent him an Email and he replied within 15 minutes. hes taking my case straight to the health minister! so i should hopefully hear something soon!

im so glad your results were ok tracie. and whatnext64 everyone deserves to have a f*** it day.... im having a f*** it week lol

Bethan98 this is absolutely shocking you've been left like this!! Have you told your GP as surely they can get in touch with the breast clinic on your behalf I'm so sorry your going through this and I really do hope they get you in ASAP and pray this is nothing more than cyst sending cuddles and positive energy your way ️

hi lisa. I have phoned the doctors but was just told i would need to phone the breast clinic. which i have done about 20 times over the last few months and got nowhere. hopefully now its going to the health minister i might actually get an appointment! 

I really hope so but please ring back your Gp and tell them again they have a duty of care to you also maybe speak to a nurse on here as they maybe able to help this is unacceptable and you must be going out of your mind!  Always here if you need a chat hun this is such a rollercoaster of emotions and I'm honestly thankful I've come on here as not told anyone apart from bf so at least I can speak to people going through the same and feel not alone in this anxious time xx