hi thankyou for replying, yes to answer your questions it's probably yes to all of them i suffer so bad with health anxiety after developing sepsis 4 years ago and nearly not making it after thinking i just had the flu so i stayed home way too long, think this has left me with lots of issues, but the symptoms i'm feeling are very very very real the bruises i see daily are huge and from no injury i would definitely believe if someone had done tests to prove and not just another's word that i'm fine as i don't feel fine at all, i feel very poorly. it is definitely robbing me of time with my four babies but i cannot focus on anything else right now as i'm so scared it's going to be picked up too late, it's been a long 8 months of symptoms getting worse. i'm so so sorry your having to go through cancer really breaks my heart, i hope you beat it and get to enjoy being a mum for a very long time xx