Hi all, 

Im new to this thread, have been reading some of the threads on here and has given me lots of hope . I had my ovaries out last year January due to PMDD, life has been much better since, I'm a new person and have gone through chemical menopause. When they were taken out I was told I am riddled with endometriosis, kind of thought ok, I've not got pain so hey ho. I had a colposcopy at the age of 21, 19 years ago CIN3 was found and lasered of, Ive had regular smears since that have been ok. Fast forward to a week ago doctor observed cervical erosion whilst having a smear as bleeding due to intercourse and just because for a year and a half putting it down to the surgery. However a scan showed polyps in uterus aswell so being referred to gyne and colposcopy again, dr had urgency in her voice and asked if I was ok?  Christmas gone I opted to donate my kidney, as I'm sure your aware the tests for this are rigorous, after first blood tests they put me on antibiotics daily as my white blood cells were too low of high, I can't remember and didn't question it as really wanted to help a 16 year old girl that was in desperate need for a kidney. So now I am a little worried as my daughter has lost 5 close family members in the last 3 years and has separation anxiety, she's only 10, if I have got anything wrong with me it will crush her. Just really hope I'm ok as don't want to put her through anymore than she already has been subject too. 

I have an amazing family, but don't want to worry them as still good chance all will be ok. Have felt quite alone so is really liberating to pop it on here. 

thank you cancer chat for this forum and to everyone else keeping strong for their loved ones 

Nets xx