I took my 59y/o mum to her bone scan today. She had stage 3 breast cancer 9 years ago and I thought I was going to lose her. Shes been on tamoxifen for 8 years and has bad pain in her spine hips and right shin. I'm terrified that its bone mets. I really am. I would be lost in this world without my mum. I have been crying for hours and cant stop.  I dont know what I'm asking really I just need to tell someone. My auntie ( dads sister ) died last year from bone mets and I cant stop thinking about her and then thinking of my mum.