Hi everyone I'm 23 years old and have been having embarrassing issues for a while now.
A few months ago I noticed itching and was bleeding when going to the toilet but it seemed to be coming from the area around the anus not the actual anus itself as the skin looked cracked and dry. I used some hemarrhoid cream and didn't have bleeding again for months so assumed it was just that. I felt really itchy a few days ago and scratched a lot and it started bleeding again so I put the cream on and it hasn't bled since. Yesterday I noticed a small painful bump under the skin near the anus, it feels like when you have a spot on your face that is under the skin and you can't burst it, that kind of thing. The skin in that whole area is pink, like a diaper rash that a baby would get.
I looked at the symptoms for anal cancer and now I'm absolutely petrified.
I've also been having aches and twinges in my lower abdomen on the left and right side just above my groin. I had a vaginal exam done because of occasional itching and excess discharge (normal white colour but just quite frequent) where they found ectropion on my cervix but my vagina looked fine otherwise, and had a swab taken which came back clear of any infection.
It is my own fault I know for not going months ago but as I'm only 23 and it went away after a few days I didn't think it could be something serious. I want to go to my GP but I have health anxiety and have been to them a few times recently with unrelated issues so they tend to just dismiss me now.
I'm really worried that I have cancer. I am considering paying for a full body MRI scan just so I know that there's nothing sinister going on but it is very expensive and realistically I can't afford it. Just so stressed at the moment