waiting for scan

HI 

Not sure if this is the right place or not but need to write down how I feel and wondered if anybody else in the same situation.

A week ago I noticed a lump in right breast just above the nipple. Its painless and very movable between fingers. Went to GP straight away who referred to 2ww scan. Im totally freaking out. I cant sleep I cant eat im just thinking the worst possible. Im trying to be positive but I'm really struggling. My anxiety is at an all time high and I keep having panic attacks.

Since finding the lump im sure it seems more bigger and I am noticing little pains and things that i never did before. Im not sure if my mind and anxiety is playing tricks on me.

Im only 35 and have two small children and everyme I look at them i just fall to pieces.

My scan is on Wednesday and im totally dreading it .