Hi all last year i had cervical cancer stage 1a1 which was removed with a lletz. Inhad the oportunity to have a hysterectomy but i declined at that moment and said if my results come back clear on my next smear then i decline again, but in recent news i found out my mother has only a few months lef as she has stage 5 i believe only knowing this through my sisters as i dont speak to rest of my family (long story). So i went for my colposcopy a few weeks ago and explained to my consultant that i would go ahead with the hysterectomy she said great had a test said everything looked fine took a smear and said all depends on the results. Had a letter few days ago saying i aas hpv negative and can proceed with making arrangements for the op. 

Today i received another letter saying ive got severe Dyskaryosis again and now need to see someone else in 4 weeks time in s confused and need some sort of reassurance please help ive noone to talk too x