I am hoping someone can help or at least settle my mind. I suffer with anixety, badly and constantly worrying and freaking out. When I go 'off on one' it is really hard to see sense. At the end of last year i was self examining (testicles) and all was fine with them but i started to feel around the top of the scrotum near the base of the penis. THis is where i felt lots of 'other things' . There were what felt like tubes and other lumpy bumpy squidgy stuff. None of which was paniful and I just assumed it was just the structure of everything there especially as i was pushing in and around quite hard (harder than a self exam of testicles). I am under a bit of pressure at the moment so the horrible thoughts of cancer are back in mind and I am again stressing out months and months later. All feels fine and as it was back then so I am sure it is just my mind in overload. I research so much and everything i find focuses on testicular cancer and of course examining them. I do not have any lumps or bumps on my testicles and i do not have any other symptoms to watch out for like dragging heavy feeling, swollen testicle, etc. I had blood tests at the start of the year for my hypertension and they focussed on looking at liver , kidney etc function and some other things so i would hope that maybe something would be out of sync here if i had something even worse. My wife keeps saying that i am 'looking for something wrong' (due to anxiety and stress) and i should focus on the reality tha testicular cancer is in or on the testicle only, i do not have symptoms and i am self examining which is all i can do until something does present in which case i would then get it checked out. She is not concerned and if anything thinks my anxiety needs addressing more than anything else.