I been having leftside lower pain for months now and I lost weight  hip bones sometimes hurt but I still keep getting told I don't have cancer. I had CT scan back in March due to waiting for colonoscopy.  I had KUB scan  beg March to look for kidney stones , I eventually had colonoscopy but it was ok. I've been to A&E practically every week so they hot to recognise mr. I always just have blood tests which are ok and get given painkillers and sent home. My own GP thinks I dont need  further investigation but another GP has put in for gynaecology ultrasound but I dont know how long I have to wait. I keep thinking I'll go to A&E  but then think they'll just think I'm just worried.  I feel like I'm in stalemate and dont know which way to turn. I know something not right as get leftside pain and my body looks awful with hollows over ribs and side of buttocks, but my GP on seeing me last week said I looked like I put on weight which is good but she only saw how i looked with clothes on and could see legs not my body

. I'm at my wits end and my poor husband is suffering too

 I do still have good appetite but not putting weight on like i should only couple pounds since March. The longer this goes on the worse it will get. Why does me one believe me or do anything especially if I go to A&E?  Everyone says there that I had everything done already  but the CT was over 4 months ago and I did have appointment for bladder to be looked at but hospital cancelled it saying they didn't find blood in urine and that I'd already had scan.  So I worry in case it really is my bladder even though I don't see blood in urine.

Well got up have really bad pain, hips and even knees hurt do I know it's gone to my bones. Cant believe that no one listened to me in all this time and still noe have to wait for gynaecology ultrasound.  This is so wrong that I've been telling doctors for months something wrong but I still dont know what I got and I think it's now advanced really dont know what to do. Sitting here by myself since early  this morning didn't want to wake husband or son up. Pain is not only on left side near hip in lower leftside but I can feel it in right side. Oh I pray to God it's not to late ti fi something but what do I do go into hospital but they may just give painkillers and send me home again after waiting hours in waiting room or wait to speak to GP who will probably day just have to wait for appointment for the ultrasound.