hi so a bit of a long post i am 29 year old female with 2 perfact children boy whos 8 a girl whos 2. At this moment in time i am riddled with worry and anxiety i havent had a propa bowle movement in 6 weeks after week a got given movicol and docsate form GP wicth didnt do anything i got took in to A&E with belly chest and shoulder pain got told it was form the constipation they gave suppositories and senna to take with movicol and docsate had about 3 days of mucousy diarrhoea then went back to constipation went back to A&E beacuse shoulder and chest pain was so bad they told me it was anxiety told that if still constipation ring GP witch i did as at this point its been 4 weeks told again anxiety had a couple  of movement but fair from normal very thin like worms with blood so GP saying it piles but wasnt till yesterday when i went to loo there was loads of think jelly like blood took my self to urgent care center and the nurse said she was very concerned and will need a referral for a colonoscopey right away sorry dont think spelt that right so now have to wait till tomorrow to ring GP with it being a sunday and i could  tell by the way the nurse face that she think it cancer i carnt cope and i have this feeling in my gut that it cancer i privet health insurance now just waiting on appointment to see a specialist and hopfully get a colonoscopey but am terrified of the out come