Hi all, I am feeling very worried and concerned about my health, I am chronically ill and live with chronic pain, but the unwell feelings I am experiencing are different, I know something is wrong that isn't related to my current conditions. For the last month I have had a low grade fever which has been almost consistently 37.7, dropping to 37.3 at night at the lowest. I am also constantly nauseous, some days it's so bad I can barely move, and I've completely lost my appetite and have barely been eating - though I have not lost any weight bar a couple of pounds over the span of this month. My fatigue is even worse than usual, I am just so tired and spaced out, and I have pain in my joints and bones worse than usual, and in general my body just hurts all over. The glands in my neck and under my chin are extremely painful at times, and often feel sore and ache, but they are not massively swollen, though it hurts to swallow and I have to hold my head up as looking down presses on them and it hurts. I originally went to the doctors as I had (and still have) pulsitile tinnitus in one of my ears, which the doctor examined and confirmed there was no sign of an infection causing this and referred me to ENT, with no indication of when the appointment would be due to the current pandemic. My symptoms continued so my doctor prescribed me antibiotics, which have had no affect on my temperature or any of my symptoms. I've been getting lower back pains and cramps since I began the antibiotics, but the doctors claim it is likely not related to the medication. I have also been waiting for a bone scan since April as I fractured my sternum whilst coughing a while ago. Since the antibiotics I have had blood tests, and they've all come back completely normal except I have a CRP level of 9. Not too long ago during previous tests my CRP was 18 and the doctors said it was not high enough to do further investigation, and now I'm really worried the doctors are going to write me off since my bloods have come back okay - since it's not the first time I've been sent away and told it's just chronic pain or such to find out later it was something significant all along which would have been found with more tests and such.
I know I am likely being paranoid that the doctors will not further investigate my symptoms, but I am feeling incredibly unwell and I am just very scared as my symptoms match up with most general symptoms of cancers. I'm feeling very alone as I don't particularly have any friends (and none that live close by), my mum is doing her best and supporting me through this along with helping me speak to the doctors and such when I've been too unwell, but I need to get this off my chest and hopefully feel less worried and alone about this whole situation.
Thank you for taking the time to listen :)