Breast clinic tomorrow, I'm petrified.

Hello everyone. 

I've been reading all your posts for the last week and they have really helped. 

Found a lump in my left breast last Thursday while in the shower immediately rang the doctor who referred me to breast clinic. I had a phone call yesterday and I have an appointment tomorrow at 11.

 

Im absolutely petrified my good friend and cousin have been diagnosed this year with breast cancer and I can't help but think thus is my turn now. 

My lump is odd sometimes it feels like a sausage then a swelling then there's a lump. 

I've stopped touching it now because I had caused a bruise. 

This forum has really helped but I'm literally holding on by a thread, I have two young children and they know there's something wrong I get upset even looking at them because I'm worried I won't be here to see them grow up. 

I'm probably the healthiest and fittest I've ever been managed to loose weight while down on lockdown and run 5k everyday, I don't feel unwell but bc doesn't show symptoms unfortunately. 

 

I want tomorrow over with but I also know I may not get answers tomorrow if i need to wait for biopsy results. 

Your success stories or even words of encouragement would really help me right now. 

Thanks x