Hey
My last smear test was in 2018 which was clear but not sure of hpv was tested. My next smear test is due next year . However i have now recently got myself tested for hpv which I tested positive for hpv16. I have been to the doctors to raise my concerns and she did a plevic check and said I have an ectropion but she didn't sound so certain.
I have spotted on one occasion which I made the doctor aware . As result of the spotting she said she would have me see a gynaecologist. I've just received the letter which states urgent referral and I have an appointment for the following week.
I haven't been able to stop crying and I'm soo stressed. I'm aware that ectropion can look like early stage of cervical cancer .
I have also previously been diagnosed with Ibs but now I'm thinking maybe it not Ibs and all my symptoms seem to relate to cervical cancer . I have lower back pain , my stomach is swollen , I get pain in my leg. My periods are heavy with blood clots. I also get thrush very easily . I have issues with my urine , whereby it stings or I feel like can no longer hold my urine in.
I know the smear test is designed so that it can pick things such as cell changes early before it develops and I have read it unlikely cancer can develop soo quick , it normally takes 10 years etc . But I'm also aware of people that have had cancer within the space of three years. I can't stop thinking I'm one of those people that have cancer.
I'm loosing my mind over , I'm soo scared to go the appointment , I actually feel like I will pass out or have a panic attack. I feel like the doctor is concerned that it cancer as she didn't give me much reassurance in the appointment apart from her saying well I can see no tumors.
sorry to ramble but I guess I'm just hoping that someone might have gone through a similar experience and can provide me some guidance or some sort of comfort .
Xx