Breast Lump

Hello not sure where to start so I'll jump right in, sorry if this is the wrong place to post wasn't sure where to categorise it. I'm 23 and have been having issues for a long time (a badly long time) such as nipple discharge in one breast but put it down to period cos it only happened when I was on that. But a while ago I found what I feel like was a hard painless but smooth lump which feels like it's on my rib right by my cleavage, now I have health anxiety so I tend to think everything feels like a lump, but this one felt real, then over lockdown I've noticed my breast looked so much smaller (it's always been smaller but not noticeably) but I've been (deliberately) losing weight so thought that. Anyway yesterday I broke down and told my mum and she made me make an appointment, I was seen the same day. The doctor I saw seemed very unconcerned due to my age and lack of breast cancer history in my family, but she did the examination and felt the lump I mentioned but also another one which I didn't realise on the complete other side of my breast, so now I'm worrying about that. She referred me to breast clinic but kept saying that she didn't think it was cancer or anything bad but don't really believe her as what can she tell from just an exam? Anyway I just am so so convinced I'm going to be diagnosed with it and am going to die young. Also after she mentioned the other lump I now remember that I felt sort of bruised pain in that area for a while but didn't realise till after appointment so now thinking I should have mentioned, can't stop prodding myself and worrying and googling and thinking how I've wasted my short time on earth. 

Also very anxious about the breast clinic as I don't want to do it on my own and I know I probably will have too because of COVID. Has anyone else been during this time?  
Will they scan my whole breast? I'm worried about this second lump now, I still can't feel it but feels like a thickening, kind of ropey with lots of lumps? What if they don't check that? 
also know that my doctor has marked me as health anxiety on my notes so they will see that and might not take me seriously? 
doubt anyone will read all of this but I needed to get it out my system.

 

*Edited as got results*

Hiys so turn sout my lump i found was a fibroadenoma, and I have another one in my breast too, and the ropey thickening was a biiiiiiig cluster of cysts, which I also have two of. So I was overreacting but thought I did share my results so if anyone has similar symptoms this could give them hope Doctors aren’t doing anything about their findings just told me to be more vigilant and come back if I notice anything new. Xxxx

  • It doesnt ease our worries does it, just makes my anxiety higher worrying about what my gp said in the referal phonecall 

  • 2 more sleeps and then I'll know what's going on !!! Time is dragging though, trying to keep busy but my brain wont shut off

  • I work in a school so I'm busy and I don't think about it. But it's when I'm at home I'm worse. I've even started going to bed when I take my 6 year old!!! My GP said she thought it was mammary ductal ectasia. I've been reading up on my symptoms (I've since found the lump behind my nipple) and it points more to fibrocystic changes. I can no longer feel the lump (I think) but I do have breast implants so not sure if I have any or not. I'm willing Thursday to hurry up and come, but in another way I don't want it to. I'm trying to remain positive but today I'm having a wobbly day. 

  • Hiya guys,

     

    my referral appoinment letter (sent to my name) says it’s for suspected breast cancer under the 2ww (which I think they write on anyone getting scanned under the 2ww) and then underneath says information from the clinic, which says that my appoinment is for diagnostic imaging and that to complete my assessment I must have an appoinment with the breast surgeon too. But says when I get my confirmation letter it will say if the appoinment with surgeon will be on same day as the imaging or a different day. (Looks like on mine just a generic para they put on everyone’s letter) 

     

    so I guess everyone has to have an appoinment with a surgeon? No matter the cause? I don’t know but the “suspected breast cancer” written on it has really spooked me.

    Guess I will find out on my confirmation letter.

    hope youre all well.

    Georgia xxx

  • Hello [@Mummy2four]‍ and [@123doodles]‍ 

    Just wanted to pop a reply to you both as I can see that you're worried about your upcoming appointments. Try not to get too hung up on what the clinic is called. If you've been referred by your GP because of breast changes then you will most likely be seen in a one stop breast clinic. 

    Typically everyone who attends the clinic will initially be seen by a breast surgeon. This is normal. Usually you'll have a chat and an examination and from there the Consultant will decide if you need an ultrasound and/or mammogram. This can be age dependent as younger women have denser breast tissue which doesn't always show clearly on a mammogram. 

    Following on from that, if a biopsy it needed, some clinics are able to do it there and then. There's some really helpful information on the Breast Cancer Now website about what to expect at a breast clinic appointment

    I know that this is really difficult time for you both. Waiting for appointments and results can be hard but hopefully just a few more days and you'll have some answers. 

    If you'd like to talk through your concerns with one of our nurses before your appointment then do give them a ring. I'm sure that they will be happy to answer any questions you have. They're available Monday to Friday 9am to 5pm on 0808 800 4040. 

    Do let us know how you get on. 

    Best wishes, 
    Jenn
    Cancer Chat moderator

  • Thank you Jenn this has reassured me. 

  • Thankyou, that has reassured me although the breast cancer unit at my hospital isnt a one stop clinic?

     

    Anyway  I'm overanalising things due to my anxiety x

  • Good luck for tomorrow. Fingers crossed we both get great results. 
     

    Kelly XX 

  • Thankyou darling, I've been all over the place today

     

    Dont think ill sleep much tonight  way too anxious, just dished everyones tea up and I cant eat mine

     

    Roll on 9.20 tomorrow morning, yours is 10am isnt it?

     

    I'm now worrying that if they tell me its suspicious or sinister I'm going to have another wait for results

     

    Wish my head would shut up sometimes

  • I think the only time to wait is if they do a biopsy. 
    I can't eat either, haven't had any pain since Sunday but today my boob was aching a little bit. 
    im tempted to go to bed with my 6 year when she goes then I can hurry the day up a bit. 
    I haven't been too bad today as I've been at work, I'm a TA so I don't get chance to think of it luckily. Since I've been home I've tried doing things around the house to stop me thinking about it. 
     

    One more sleep then we will be clearer on things. 
     

    xx