Hi Anastasia 

Thankyou for your reply.

I had to go to breast clinic yesterday and have it drained off. I was told it was a seroma, which i did think myself thst it was that , as i had been told it could happen when all the lympth nodes are removed. They drained off 388ml of fluid. 

Todsy its feeling a bit sore and it feels like it maybe very slowly filling up again, so.im hoping it diesnt get as big so quickly.  They have told me thry dont like to drain them more  than once a week. 

I had a call from surgeon on Monday and ended up in floods of tears as im.being offered chemotherapy , not what i was expecting at all. I was originally told it would be radiotherapy and letrazole.  I am feelimg sick at the tbiught of it, and am unsure if i can go through with it. 

I was told i  dont have to if i dont want to as its beung offered as a precautionary mesure,as three of my lymph nodes.were containing csncer cells,if it was  only 2 i wouldnt of been offered it.  I have an oncologist telephone call on 6th july ,i will.ask loads of questions one of thrm.being i read that chemotherapy in itself csn actually cause a secondary cancer.  Plus how long will it be for etc etc.

I really really do not know if i can put mysekf thriugh it all,as im really petrified of all the side effects ecspecialy losing my hair. And it growing bsck grey and nit being sble to colour it .its not an easy decision to make.  Ill need more  time i cant decide on the day of the oncologist calling me ,ill nerd more time to hopefully make the  right decisions. X

As