REAALLLYYY worried, any advice please x

argh I'm so stressed... looonnggg story but I'll try my best, and any advice would be sooo appreciated xXx

 

So I've found a small and hard, but not painful little round lump, underneath and slightly to the left of my nipple on my left breast :(  it was approx 2 weeks ago... immediately called my docs and they were fab and saw me the same day... he referred me for an ultrasound which is booked for June 15th...  I've also had leaking aswell...  more so from the left but a little from the right too... which i actually noticed about a month or so ago!! but i kinda disregarded it :'( the reason being, is, i suffered my 3rd miscarriage in February, and i honestly thought it was just my hormones going back to normal or something. 

I've not been able to think about much else, it's been driving me crazy.

Also, going on in the background, last year and before the miscarriage, i had also been to the doctors as for some time, i had been suffering with uncomfortable sex along with bleeding afterwards. they had referred me, but then as i was pregnant, they decided not to investigate further until the pregnancy had finished, and now with the pandemic I'm not sure when that appointment will be :(

i was such a fool.. i avoids having a smear until i was age 30... I'll be 35 this August. needless to say the results were abnormal, but non cancerous, so i went on to have the lletz loop treatment. 

I'm guessing all sorts in my head... do i have breast and cervical cancer? do i just have internal scarring from the previous treatment and blocked milk ducts from the pregnancy?

Please any advice xXx

  • Hello 

    so sorry to hear this I don't have much advice just can relate to you. My lumps are in my neck I have 4 in total 1 in particular is just not shrinking or going down. I had a baby 4 months ago and my mind is going crazy thinking I have cancer it can play a lot of tricks on you your mind you begin thinking everything.

     

    if you need to talk in here although it is not a similar area it's a similar situation 

    I have a ultrasound on my neck soon and I can't enjoy my little boy I just sit and cry and end up planning my own funeral already it's been the worst 4 weeks of my life from the moment I found them.

     

    advice stay calm and trust the professionals could very well be your hormones as well

    take care 

    xx

     

  • Hi... thank you so much for your response!

    omg I'm so sorry to hear this x i know what you mean you can only think of the worse :(  I'm the same i just can't sleep or concentrate x

    When is your appointment booked for? x