Refusing to do anything

Well I saw dr Thursday and I have my appointment Monday ( tomorrow ) urgent appointment , I don't want to go I don't want to put myself at risk of covid or my children and I wouldn't go home for 10 days in case I could pass it to my kids .... it may sound crazy but I don't want to know anyway if I have it I thinks it's pointless because I wouldn't want treatment , of course I wanna live for my children but if it's out of my hands it's not my choice , everyone is giving me a headache and saying that I'd do this to my own children and risk dying and are been not supportive I mean I don't want support I don't want tea and biscuits and I don't want a arguement I just want everyone to forget this and me to carry on with life has normal ... is this normal I'm just too tired before I even start 

  • Your very lucky to get an appointment so fast - you don't say what for though ?

    When I queried my GP about risk of travel to appointments with COVID-19 around she advised me to go for scans etc as cancer was higher risk - as my lungs clear. That's just me though.

    Have been to 3 different hospitals so far and fingers crossed- no COVID-19. The staff all wear masks etc and one hospital you had to queue and they  took temperature before they let patients in. 
     

    Doesn't mean it's not scary.

     I have results appointment Friday at a 4th hospital. Waiting for results is the hardest part. 
     

    Go for your appointment or you'll be worrying 

  • I'm sorry your going threw this it's so scary and awful , I have this tounge thing going on and glands swollen I had a urgent referral put in on Thursday Saturday I got the letter and Monday is the appointment I have something in my tounge my glands are all up can't swallow and I have a strange rash I saw my GP and he sent me to a dental surgeon and they put the refrained threw so it's all happened super quickly I'm confused tbh I'm sure it's nothing what area are you in I'm in Teesside .? It's worrying me because we have it real bad here ! I don't know why I'm more scared of covid than cancer 

  • Hi

    How did you get on ?

    (Am on south coast btw)

     

  • Hi darling ... I'm in Middlesbrough, I didn't go on Monday .. like I said I wouldn't , but I woke up this morning with another letter giving me another appointment in a a week time with the counsant same thing just another appointment I'm going to go this time because it seems serious they have took the time to offer me another appointment keeping in mind referral went in Thursday afternoon I got the appointment letter sat and the appointment was for Monday I didn't go and then I get another appointment today Wednesday so it's all very quick and urgent and I think I should go for this reasoning plus I'm covered with this odd ball purple and red rash and I am so sleepy  ... listen right enough about me how are you how are you going on ..? How are you feeling :? 

  • Pleased you've got 2nd appointment, think everyone just extra stressed just now but you gotta look after number one right now. 

    Am just tired probably cos of the waiting and feel like drinking a pub dry -

    Dont care what Friday brings, just wanna know what's what. Same as everyone xx