This is my first time posting on something like this so I apologies if its long winded but i have myself sick with worry and im hoping someone with a similar experience can put my mind at rest.
I had my first abnormal pap test and colposcopy in 2015 and was diagnosed with HPV and cervical erosion. After giving birth to my first son in 2016 i went for a scheduled colposcopy appointment were the nurse said she could see visible changes and i may need LEETZ however she took a biopsy and said they would be in touch and afew weeks later received a leter to say everything was normal and to attend my next scheduled appointment. In the meantime i moved to Ireland and have had no follow up appointments here even though i mentioned my history to my doctor.
Iv recently gave birth to my second son in December and when i was in labour the midwife passed a remark while examining me about my cervix looking very irritated which i again mentioned on my postnatal check but due to Covid19 all smears have been postponed :( however for the last few weeks iv been having other symptoms irregular periods, fatigue, pelvic pain, painful intercourse. My doctor took bloods which came back showing underactive thyroid but this didnt explain painful intercourse so i pretty much begged for her to take a look to see if anything was going on down there. Her words exactly when she examined my cervix where "yes i wouldn't like the look of that im going to send an emergency referral" since then all iv done is worry and take to Google which is making me ever worse because my symptoms are signs of invasive cervical cancer :(
Has anyone else has a similar experience and everything turned out ok, im absolutely terrified for my two young boys.
