Hi
I am hoping someone can give me some hope that it is not just a definite that I have cancer.
I am not great with going to the Dr and so avoid it at all costs. This was my 1st mistake as it means I have avoided having smear tests for over 10 years.
A couple of months a go I started having bleeding mid cycle right around when I was ovulating. It was brown not red and only really when I wiped. When this happened for the second time I gathered all my courage and went to my GP. Initially she said it could be hormonal as it had a pattern.
She did swabs and a smear test and sent them off. She said she could see some ectropion but not to worry it was quite normal. My swabs came back clear but she has just phoned to say I have abnormal cells and HPV so I would be getting a letter to go to the hospital for a coloscopy. Is my ectropion actually cancer she was seeing?
I am now in full panic that I have cancer and that it will be advanced because I havent been for my smears.
I have read about HPV and it says it normally clears itself after a while. I have been with the same person for over 15 years so have I had it all that time? Why hasn't it cleared?
Is there any chance I don't have cancer? I am not young but we don't have children and were hoping to try for a child. Does this all mean I have no chance of children?
All of this started after I had a nasty fall down the stairs and so initially I thought that may have been a cause of the bleeding. Which again now I feel stupid.
I am also scared stiff of going for these extra tests.
Has anyone been through similar and been ok.
Thanks