Hello,
I had emergency surgery on Friday to remove a giant ovarian cyst the size of a football. I've had bloating, pain and feelings of fullness for 4 weeks but kept getting told it was stress. The pain became excruciating and the doctor finally agreed to see me and could feel several masses in my abdomen. Due to the level of pain I was in, I was admitted to hospital as an emergency and had a laparotomy on Friday. They informed me that the cyst looks irregular and complicated. They had to remove my ovary, fallopian tube and my appendix. They also took bowel and abdomen samples. They also did the cancer antigen blood test and my levels were raised (194). They warned me that there is a possibility it might be cancer. The results from the lab won't arrive back for at least 10 days. In a way, I wish they hadn't told me their concerns as it feels like torture.
I am absolutely worried sick. My mum was diagnosed with terminal brain cancer only 6 weeks ago, I returned home to care for her which has been really tough as she has deteriorated quickly. Now I can't do anything for her at all due to this huge surgery. I'm so scared that I have cancer too. I feel like I'm stuck in a bad dream, I can't believe all this is happening to me at the same time. The whole time I was in hospital, the doctors just came round and said the same thing every day, causing me more and more distress. All I know about ovarian cancer is that it's not got a good prognosis as it is hard to catch early. And all I can think about is just how devastating and hopeless my mum's prognosis is and I feel like history is repeating itself. I'm only 27.
I am feeling completely overwhelmed right now and just don't know what to do with myself or how I'm going to cope. :(
