Growth / lump on back wall of throat -on 2 week referral

Hi everyone . 
im hoping someone can help / reassure me. 
I'm 41 , never smoked or drank. A few months back I noticed a little swelling on the back wall of my throat , right in the centre . I thought no more of it as had had a cold . Last week I noticed it's still there and slightly bigger. It's oval and skin coloured , the same as the throat colour and around 1 cm big . It's not painful. 

my gp put in an ent referral , due to covid he rang me and asked me to describe it over the phone . He said it doesn't sound serious ( how can he tell with looking? ) and asked me to go to clinic at the end of May . Today my neck glands feel tender and have a slight ear ache and I'm panicking like you would not believe. I've convinced myself I've got throat cancer . I can't stop crying. 
I can't wait for my appointment but it's weeks away. My right tonsil is slightly bigger but it's always been that way and I suffer from bad tonsil stones in that tonsil.
I can eat , drink , swallow and talk ok . I've not lost any weight.

i don't know what anyone can say but I feel better writing it all down :( 

  • Hello Winnie14,

    I'm glad you feel a little better after posting. Writing down your thoughts, and reading them back, is a really good tool to help you process things. I'm sorry your symptoms are making you worry. I'd suggest you try and contact the clinic to let them know your symptoms have changed as you have described, so they are aware. We don't know what these symptoms mean at the moment so try to put those worries out of your mind, although I know that can be hard. Your appointment will come around before you know it.

    Best wishes,

    Moderator Anastasia

  • Thank you for your reply . I'm still so worried  

    I rang the ent secretary to see if I could have an earlier appointment due to symptoms but there is none. She even said there's a chance I could be cancelled due to covid . My appointment is two weeks today so have everything crossed it's not. I am beside myself with fear x

  • Hi Winnie!

     

    im not a doctor but I have a weird yellow/almost blister looking thing on my right tonsil. My left I have holes and tonsil stones. The doctors have given me antibiotics which have done nothing. My glands are palpable but an ultrasound said they are not big enough to be considered swollen and my throat feels swollen often and I get on and off earache alongside glands in my collarbone and armpits. My bloods and swab show no infection but from what you are saying I wouldn't rule that out! It sounds as though it could be an infection with your glands hurting and an earache! Try not to think the worst (easier said than done I'm panicking still) but there's no reason to think it's not an infection (most likely cause) for you!!

     

    fingers crossed 

    xxx