Hi I'm 25 years old and worrying myself sick. I have pressure in my anus like I'm always pushing down and I noticed a purple lump when I go to the toilet. My doctor examined me and said I have haemorrhoids and also blood and stool tests came back clear. Recently this has been bothering me so I decided to feel inside to see if there was anything worrying. I can put my middle finger right inside and I feel like my finger hits a wall (the only way I can drescribe it). There are no hard lumps or anything so I'm not sure if this is just completely normal and the way your anus should feel or if this is something to worry about? I am a total panicker so any reassurance this is normal would be helpful!! Thanks