Hi everyone 

I write this crying my eyes in an absoloute state of panic, worry and at a complete loss. 
 

I was in the shower on Sunday and I felt a lump on my left breast on the left hand side above half way. 
 

I can't really describe whether It's soft hard moveable or not it's really difficult to know. I called the doctors on Monday and I have an appt on Thursday at hospital. I feel like I've left it to late and that she's going to tell me that there's nothing she can do. Like my parents are going to have to bury me. The more I read into the more I feel I have symptoms such as I had a little lump on the top of my thigh but I always get things like that, but then I read it could be from my lymph nodes? I have always had back ache but that could be it to? 
 

now the lump feels like it's separated into 2 next to each other? It's not at the surface of the skin it's deep ish into the fatty tissue of the breast. I feel so selfish saying all this when there are people who are worse than me but I just feel so sick with worry. 
I was hoping someone may of had a similar situation? 
is there a chance that I've left it to late? 
Im new to this so I'm sorry if this is a stupid post thankyou