hello just  little backstory

had stage 3 bowel cancer in november 2018, removed in december followed by 6 months of chemo which finished July 2019

had my first surveillance scan in Janurary  which i then got a urgent CT-PET scan a week later followed by a MRI on my liver and galbaldder

i seen my GP and she was only able to access my first ct scan results which had there was a irregular nodule right middle lobe and one in my left base which 1cm and 2 hypodence foci each 0.3 cm in my liver

the thing when i went back to try and y reults of CT-PET and MRI reults i was told by my GP that i could not have them and they have been marked 'confidental - on ice'

i then get a appoitment to see my consultant on thursday and another appointment for next week on tuesday which my speclest nurse

i spent the next few days feeling totaly numb 

i am kind of in expecting the wrost and hoping for the best mode at the moment