Start of my potential journey TC

Evening all. Wanted to introduce myself and go through my story so far. 
At this point it's only suspected but very scared and nervous of the future.

My name is Anthony and I'm 37

So here goes.. on Saturday in the shower I noticed that one of my testicles had grown quite a lot however there was no pain. Did the sensible thing and went to the GP first thing Monday.

Examined by the GP and referred for an urgent ultrasound but told this could be four weeks.

four days later on the Thursday I'm there having my ultrasound.. very quick turnaround. My partner isn't there with me as I'm trying to be the tough guy by saying it's only a scan and everything will be ok on my own. Quick 5 minute scan and the radiologist says that he will do the report straight away and for me to contact my GP in the hour to discuss the results.

luckily enough when I rang the GP the receptionist said there was a note on my file for me to go straight down.

Then the bombshell.... the GP says he needs to refer me to see a urologist as an urgent appointment. It's almost like he doesn't want to say anymore but I forced myself to ask the question.."what did the radiologist say?".. then the words came out of his mouth ... "high probability malignant tumour".

I just sat there Shell shocked.

GP said to give it a couple of hours and ring the urology booking to see what's going on. I do this to be told that the consultant hasn't prioritised my referral yet but it could be 4-6 weeks to see them. Great I'm thinking.

Rang 24 hours later (this morning) and was told yeah the consultant has reviewed the referral and he will see my in two weeks as that's the next available clinic. 
 

The whole week has been a whirlwind. Not sure if two weeks is great or not? Not sure what to do now or how to attempt to function properly? Asking all the questions in my head of what next? Did the radiologist get it wrong? (Hard to believe as the size of my testical is about 5 times the size of the other one now and still no pain) 

Not really sure what else to say but if you made it this far through my little attempt to vent then I appreciate your time.

  • Hello Anthony and welcome to the forum. 

    Wow what a week you've had! I'm not surprised you've been feeling shell shocked by everything that's happened but it's great that the GP and hospital have moved so quickly to get things organised. 
    We know that waiting for tests and results can be difficult and I'm sure that the next couple of weeks until you see the Consultant and have a confirmed diagnosis will be tough. Hopefully you'll be able to use the time to take stock of what you've been told this past week. I know this is easy to say but try to not look too far ahead and take each day as it comes. Each hour as it comes if needs be. It will help you to feel less anxious about things. 

    There is often a great temptation to consult Dr Google to look for answers. Unfortunately there is a lot of inaccurate and scary information available on line. If you want to read up about TC then you can have a look at the information on our website here. Remember that although testicular cacner is rare, the outlook is very good. 

    I'm going to suggest you also give our team of nurses a call at some point. I'm sure that they will be able to help answer some questions and give you advice & support whilst you're waiting to see the Consultant. They are available Monday to Friday 9am to 5pm on 0808 800 4040. 

    Keep in touch with us here Anthony, let us know how you're getting on and I'm sure that the forum members will do their best to support you through this and whatever may lie ahead. 

    Best wishes, 
    Jenn
    Cancer Chat moderator