so i had my colposcopy ... doctors and nurses were lovely very reassuring !!

i opted for the lletz treatment .. 

so smear said HPV positive moderate dyskaryosis 

doctor thought it was mild but consultant said mmm moderate so that was better news !! 

The lletz didn't hurt at stung a bit when the injection goes in but after that it just feels as though hot air is being blown up inside you 

all over in 20mins and the weight suddenly lifted 

biopsy results in 4 weeks but colposcopist didn't see anything suspicious so hopefully fingers crossed 

I won't get another shock diagnosis !! But honestly don't fear colposcopy it was uncomfortable , but no pain !!