Hi,
Fist let me say thank you for reading this and I'm sorry if you are going through this as well.
I'm 38 a mother of 2 girls one 16 with autism and one 9, I also have 3 step kids who live with their mum. I also have a very loving but terrified husband.
Just before Christmas I noticed that my left nipple was peeling and was a little uncomfortable. I put it down to hormones. Christmas came and I noticed a lump under my arm. Thursday I went to see my GP. He did a examination and discovered 2 further lumps in my left breast and has referred me to a breast clinic within 2 weeks.
I'm in a stupid amount of pain with it and cant lift my arm fully. I'm having to wear crop tops as a bra is so uncomfortable. I cant sleep I've been coughing for weeks on top. I'm so scared of what they will find. Its doing my head in
I have been told that cancer is not usually painful and that its probably nothing but I cant help thinking what if it is?
My daughter is starting her GCSE finals soon and cant tell her what's going on as she can barely understand day to day stuff.
I'm sure this must sound like I'm just feeling sorry for myself. I will deal with what ever the outcome is but cant bare the waiting.
My nan had non hodgkin lymphoma which spread. My grandad had a rare form of brain cancer and my uncle had a brain tumour. I helped to nurse them all over the years.
Has anyone got any advice on how to get a grip on this.