Hi - im new and hoping someone might be able to help a little.

I was diagnosed with poly cysitc ovary syndrome maybe 15 years ago, I had several miscarriages and had a laprospscpy whcih was all clear, a few years later was told i had  adenamysis then endometriosis then recently a strangu;ated fibroid. I get back ache and often feel sick and ended up having my gall bladder out a few monthd ago as  scan to check my fibroids showed gall stones stuck in the duct - honestly - always something..

Work are totally fed up with me as there always seems to be 'something' wrong

I've often got horrid upset tummies especailly around period time and its been difficult but not unmanageable. 

I had breast lumps a few years ago which were biopsied and all clear for cancer.  The specialist diagnosed 'cat scratch fever'  Id never heard of it.  

I had my gall bladder out a few months ago and was feeling ok.  Doctor insisted on more bloods and I had a call before Christmas to say the CA125 levels were v v high and ovarian cancer.  I had been asked to go in and see them but when they phoned i had the schol run to do!? ad so i made him tell me.  I asked id=f it could be soemthing else and he said no but to be sure would need a scan.  I later looked online and the levels of CA125 could show endometriosis or several other things.

I have kept calm over Christmas and carried on as normal but obv feeling worried.  

I have scan on 15th and imagine they will want to biopsy.

I previosuly refused a procedure where they wanted to fill me with water and put a camera inside me.  Im terrified as even having a smear i find very painful and frightening.  Ill have to get over this Im sure

Please would anyone be kind and share anything similar please?

thank you x