Waiting biopsy results

Hi all,

Just joined as I think the support helps when people are going through the same, I am 47, had first mammogram 16 days ago, got called back for another mammogram and ultra sound and 3 biopsies and now waiting, was told to go to my appointment 14th Jan unless I get a call for an earlier appointment,  I am.so bloody scared, you cannot feel a lump and it's a mass right deep in my breast  What's worrying me is that i have been back and forth to drs over the years about discomfort where the mass is and got told its muscular,  now I am thinking it's been growing for a while and the biopsy will be really bad news....I got a long wait but each day if I get a with held number I will be so scared to answer.....every ache and pain now I relate to something going on in my body, it's just awful..I am.so scared xx