Hi I recieved my letter today with my appointment date. It's on Monday I cant get it out of my head I'm 30 with two young boys trying to get Into the xmas spirit but feel so anxious I actually feel I'll about it. My question is on the first appointment with the specialist do you think he will be able to give me a rough indication of if it's looking like good news or bad news? I just want to know going through the festive period with this hanging over....