Hi everyone we all friends and familys have lost love ones to the awful disease its Christmas I was shocked in in September to be rapid referred for lower gi cancer after feeling unwell for months although I do suffer with a gastro disease and other health problems had been fighting on for 7 yrs finding one condition after the other took them 3 years to diagnose my disease wich nearly kill me!  I'm very worried now I have kept very positive until now Christmas is here I had at ct cologram and to other procedures it's been 63 days since my ct cologram wich was incredibly painful wich I wasnt expecting at all because I've had all sorts of procedures in the past. they couldn't do a colonoscopy.ive had no knews of dagnosis has anyone ever been diagnosed with cancer after so long a wait????? As I'm hoping no news good news but I know my body I really feel silly about this as I had pre cancer of the cervix when I was a teenager my dad had cancer my brothers wife to be aswell only 3 yes ago passed away so young. my nan had it too so many suffer all around us. I'm trying to be positive I dont know what to think I'm putting the bravest face on I have for my son hes only young but I'm so unwell now any advice please would be so helpful bless you all and familys my lifestyle been finished alot and my son life for 7years I feel so useful not knowing anything xxx