Hi everyone.
I am awaiting a diagnosis but I have had a real run of things. I am 31, female and weigh a good weight for my height, 6ft 1 and 11st.
We have had some serious family illness in a young member of my family and it has been a stressful time. So this could be stress but I dont know..
About a year ago I started to get pain during the time of ovulation. I have a monthly cycle app and my pain is almost clock work to when that app says I should be ovulating. At the same time i get alot of femal DC (unpleasent, sorry) but when the ovary pain, always in both ovaries, came the DC increased. So i saw a doctor. I had bloods checked on my ovaries and an abdominal ultrasound about 6 months ago and they didnt see anything. So i read online about a lot of woman getting ovulation pain after having children so i left it. It still happens every month. Some months worse than others.
But about 3 months ago we found out news of cancer in the family, a month after that i was sat in the office and could feel a weird tightness or fullness in my left side. After a few days it didnt go away. Its worse when i move around or sit upright. It is not a pain more like an uncomfortable feeling of tightness in my side. Next thing is I can feel almost like a pushing in my left pelvis, my side feels almost like my organs are dry and raw rubbing together and full and in my upper back under my ribs I feel a weird aching feeling. I realised I hadnt gone for a BM for weeks.. was given laxatives and eventually I went a bit. The discomfort was put down to constipation and being backed up. But after going for a BM the discomfort didnt go. Then I started taking aloe vera to try and keep my BM going and that worked I have gone everyday for the last 4 weekes. But my BM went a bit wild. According to the Bristol Stool chart, every day i had a different number. It went from normal looking to too soft to soft small pieces to stomach cramps and diarrhoea 4 days in a row to back to nothing for days to constipation again. Could be from the aloe vera working too much but the aching side is still there.
Sometimes my stools would have mucas in them.. and i mean big brown dollops or bright white! I never have any bleeding really except if i go and its hard or sharp and i get a tiny amount on the paper and usually if i ever get bleeding im quite sore after so im sure thats from a tear or something.
So i have googled for hours on end and I dont know whats wrong. I would say the the discomfort is originating from my lower left abdomen as thats where it can sometimes hurts if I jump around alot at the gym. The pressing in my hip and painful side does bother me.
I am on the list for colonoscopy but could be waiting 6 months. I am going out of my mind. I am worried it could be cancer of the colon. But waiting 6 months for a check and what if its my ovaries or somewhere somewhere else entirely as Google says many other organs can cause issues with BM. I have read only a Transvaginal Ultrasound will find ovarian cancer. I read today that a common symptom of ovarian cancer is a pressing in the pelvis! AH!! I HAVE THAT!! ARE THE DRS LOOKING IN THE WRONG PLACE?
Truth is I cry myself into the sofa every night and I am letting my children down. I am so worried I am not going to be there for them that I am not being there for them! I am so desperate to catch something early if it is there.
Can anyone relate or advise on if they think im on the right track?
Thanks everyone.