Hi there 

i just wondered if anyone can ease my mind at all after a while of not feeling right and then a couple of weeks ago I was sick and suffering terrible back pain ( which has been ongoing for a while lower back ) 

i went to the doctors as I felt a lump twice on lying flat but it came and disappeared again telling the doctor this she felt my tummy it was sore since the sickness I can’t eat much I’ve gone off food and I am losing weight a tough one on the weight as my thyroid was all out of sync after my little girl was born 2 years ago but these last few month it’s regulated again 

my inflammatory markers are slightly raised I just feel off not well since I’ve developed a blood spot rash on my fingers and pain in my left side higher up qnd groin 

I’m literally going out of my mind with worry I lost my mum 3 years ago to cancer I cannot bare the thought of having to leave my little girl shes my everything 

anybody had any similar experiences 

I’m due a ct scan next week ans all I’m imagining is them telling me it’s everywhere