Hello everyone i just needed get this of my chest. Today went to see dermatologist and showed them the mole which had changed size and colour and had spreading under the skin. Anyway the cut it out and sent it of for biopsy. The lady dermotolist was trying to be upbeat but she wasnt very good at it. She called in a more experienced consultant who looked at it and said a few things i didnt understand. She felt it and said she thought it didnt feel thick which I suppose is a good thing. Also armpits were prodded to feel for lymp node swelling. I asked her were they swollen she said not clinically i was like is that a yes or no. So now iam scared to death of being told its stage 4 cancer. The appointment is the 23rd of December what a sick joke. Iam trying to be positive but i am not built like that when its my health. My wife has been awsome and she has just had a hysterectomy 12 days ago i feel so bad that she has this extra stress on her shoulders. Whats annoying is I feel fine health wise but that doesnt mean anything. I dont know what iam looking for on here. And sorry if iam rambling.