Just recently ive changed my doctors surgery 

With my other doctor ive told them about my symptoms like pains in my stomach and testes that come and go the issue im having with memory im struggling to remember things and its getting worse 

They assumed its this and that and its gotten worse over time and because they said its nothing and told me not to worry about it in my head i thought its nothing thinking that they are the experts but little do they know ive been getting worse my bodys been getting weakener. 

One of my testes feels different and has a lump which they said is nothing and they told me not to worry about it along time ago 

 i start to get lumps in my armpits near my lower back and other parts of my body, i recently was told by my doctors ifs something to do with my lymph nodes 

I get really bad headpains they a ruthless and feels like a sharp pain  one side of my head which come and go and they happen more after ive ejaculate (after sex or dirty dream) before they said its migraines but the pills they give me dont work after that they assumed its some pshycological thing and have tried a load of different things nothing seemed to work 

Now after many years i feel like my bodys going weak i pains all over my especially in my gut and stomach ive also recently started to get pains in chest and been coughing blood very slightly the weird thing is i dont smoke anymore  but i get a strong cough that comes randomly and get  nasty headpains and strong chest pains did intell you guys about the time when the doctors made a joke out of me and would laugh at me i could see the nasty smerks on therl receptionist and i felt so weak and hopeless they made me look like a liar and i felt suicidal i am allot better now and dont feel like that anymore but i believe that this life is a gift to us and we should not be ungrateful and ruin it by killing ourselves 

Ive recently had my doctors changed and been getting some help from them they sent me for a ultrasound scan for my testes and it was weird was very ashamed and im still waiting  for the results to come back 

Just wanted to tell someone because ive been ashamed to tell my family and friends about this 

I think it might be cancer 

Hope this makes me feel better and i get the right help