Hi I've recently had my first smear which has come back as high grade (severe) dyskaryosis.
I have an appointment Tuesday for a colposcopy but I am absolutely terrified of what they will find. I have small children and just keep thinking about them and how would I tell them if I was going to be really poorly!
I've read up about it and from what I can see a lot of people who have this are fine once it's been removed. I think I'm more worried at the fact when I was pregnant with my second child my midwife found a lump on my cervix, she advised me to go for a smear once I'd had baby. I went to the doctors after and told them about it for them to say I couldn't have a smear just because of that and that he's sure it would be nothing and probably just a little cyst! But how can he be so sure and what if this has been something all this time (2years)
I am so petrified!
