I know exactly what you mean, this waiting is just so incredibly hard to deal with, isn't it?
What are your doctors saying so far? You have to remember hun that you're strong enough, more than you realise. You can handle it! I tell this to myself every 10 minutes, this is how often my thoughts are running wild on the dark side. Hope you'll receive good news soon, hold on in there!
i know exactly how you feel iv been off work about 5 months feeling very unwell and got diagnosed with a heart condition. I mentioned a lump on my skull in passing with my doctor had a ultrasound on it within a couple of weeks and now have my CT scan within a week because they are worried about a potential brain tumour.
my scans Wednesday and I can't help but think the worst I'm 23 years old on the verge of losing my job because of symptoms and now worrying about the worst possible outcome constantly having panic attacks.
i also feel like I'm going crazy waiting for results but I think this is normal, iv come to think I just need to let myself feel these emotions as they will come out in the end no matter how much we try to hide them.
wish you all the best! Like you hear good news from you soon.
