Just over 2 weeks ago I went to see my Gp about a very black mole which was about 3 - 4 mm  in size with asymmetry border on my left upper arm  . He referred me to the Dermatolgy clinic on a 2 week wait . I was seen by them last thursday and was told they would remove it , again on a 2 week wait . The same day I got a call to say they had a cancellation and could I come in the next day to have this done which i did and it has now been removed . The nurse that removed told me it looked very  suspicious but that hopefully I had caught it early as it was small . I am now very anxious about the results.  I have previously had 2 different types of thyroid cancer and am currently in remission of this since 2011 . I know there are people out there with far bigger problems then me but I dont think I can cope if yet another conversation starts with it is/ was cancer . I feel very alone at the moment with my thoughts and trying to put a brave face on to my family and friends .