Hi, sorry if I've posted in the wrong place... and if my text seems jumbled coz i don't know where to start
A few months ago I noticed quite a big growth in just my left breast, it would spill out of bras etc where as my right breast wouldn't. Normally there's only a slight difference between my breasts but they both have always fitted nicely into the same cup size. Now my left is 2 cup sizes bigger than my right, it hangs different etc but I never thought anything of it until a week ago today (tuesday 15th october 2019) was a scary day as I found a big ish lump in my left breast what i had suspected I'd had for quite a while (6 months ish, was too scared to check and confirm) every time I laid on my front I could feel something it wasnt painful or uncomfortable so I pushed it to the back of my mind along with the breast size thing. Then something just clicked I rang the doctors they got me in for Thursday the 17th she asked me quite a few questions, checked me over and referred me to the breast clinic. I went in expecting to be told i had imagined the whole thing but she said my left under arm is also slightly swollen. She told me 4 weeks and not to worry as it could be benign but on the Friday I had 2 missed calls off the hospital and by the Saturday I had received my clinic letter which is dated for the 24th (in 2 days)
I've tried to stay off Google but obviously I've been obsessing constantly checking the lump is still there but however tonight I have found a smaller second lump no where near the first it's not painful as such but it was a bit tender this time.
Both lumps are solid as a rock and dont move I'm only 27 married with 3 boys aged 5 4 and 2 and I'm worried sick I must have gone over every possible scenario in my head, I just dont even know.
Please tell me there is someone out there who has gone through something similar at my age I did not expect this and its making me really ill with worry my stomach is in knots and my mind is doing overtime
Thank you for reading and also breast cancer runs in my family on both sides:(
