So here goes. I've had a reactive node in my neck for years now, had 2 ultrasounds in the past both came back clear. At the start of the summer the node seemed to be getting bigger I dismissed it until 2 months later when more lumps appeared so I have one round moveable lump just above my collar bone I'd say it feels a bit like a small bouncy ball then the original large node now I have 3 more smaller harder ones in neck.

Eventually took myself to the doctors who referred me under urgent 2 week ent appointment. Been today camera down nose and now the want a biopsy ultrasound and full ct scan with dye.

its really not looking good is it? I can't think what else it could possible be except some type of cancer.

Im only 35 I have 3 children 13 year old daughter 11 year old son and 5 year old daughter.

Im petrified of what's going to happen. I lost my own mum to breast cancer at 13 years old. I'm scared history is repeating itself. My 5 year old wouldn't even have memories of me she's forget me. I'm so scared.

we have no family around us just myself husband and kids he's a firefighter he works shifts 6-6 I'm thinking the worst. I've no life insurance (stupid yes I know but you don't think about these things till you get a scare like this)

sorry about the long rambling post. I'm just looking for positives could it be something else has anyone had this and it not been cancer.

is anyone going through treatment and had positive stories. The wait is terrible.