Terrified for MRI next week -- possible tumor...

I am currently full of anxiety about my MRI appointment next week. I am fully convinced I have an acoustic neuroma due to all my symptoms however my doctors have not specifically mentioned it. My grandma had the same type of tumor in her late 20's and as soon as I started getting the same symptoms I went to my GP and got referred to my hospital. I then had two hearing tests which discovered a mild hearing loss, and a referaly appointment where the doctor was worried about 'lesions' deep in my ear, which of course could mean a tumor.

Although my doctors have not specifically mentioned the words acoustic neuroma, I am convinced that this is what it is. I am only 21 but have seen so many cases of this occuring in younger people due to it's slow growing nature. I can't stop researching it and have completely convinced myself that this is what I have.

As I said, my MRI is next week and I am terrified. I have anxiety disorder anyway so the thought of being inside the actual MRI is worrying, but also awaiting the results. I know that I won't feel any relief after the MRI as then I will be stressing about waiting for my results and who knows how long that will take.

I am definitely a nervouse wreck and will be losing a lot of sleep over this. Does anyone have any advice?

  • Hello, I am sorry you have found yourself here.  Is there any possibility you could have a CT rather than an MRI? Have you explained your anxiety to your Consultant? Perhaps they could do this as I believe many people have issues with the MRI scanner.  I had an MRI about 2 weeks ago - I was incredibly nervous beforehand and although I went in "feet first" I still had to go all the way in.  I think its the noise the scanner makes is worse but I would definitely phone your hospital and just ask about the CT instead.  I hope everything works out for you, all the best x

  • Hi there, and thank you. I have done some research an found that CT scans aren't as clear when it comes to this and MRIs can pick up very small tumors that would otherwise be missed, so I am balancing the reassurance of a better scan with the worry of it also. Like I said, it will be the waiting game after the scan that will be worse I think. Thanks so much for your advice and I hope your scan went okay x

  • Hi there.  I’ve had several MRIs but found them not as scary as I imagined..just have a word with the operator who will put your mind at ease ....like you I was really frightened but found the staff so reassuring that it wasn’t as bad as I imagined...by the way I had throat cancer and I’m in remission due to the care and kindness of the staff and consultant....