I've had symptoms for 3 months. Waiting to see a hematologist. I've had on and off fever, chills, lumps in my neck. All bloods are normal. This morning I noticed the area in front of my ear is tender. I opened my jaw and felt this area and a large lump sticks out. Its rock hard and quite big. I have chronic health anxiety and this has me even more convinced I must have something serious. I'm a mess, shaking and terrified. This lump feels so sinister to me. Im so scared :(
