Hi to everyone  i just joined  this today , and thank you for having me  xx 

I am feeling so lost today , after me finding a small lump when i was washing one day last month, and i had lost slight  blood loss i made a Doctors app. that was done quite quick , had to go through several invasive tests , then  i was told  by the GP That he dont think it feels like a cyste its to solid he said , he said send for me to have a emergancy scan then we take it from there . Anyway here i was  waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting  August passes and nothing comes through the post for this scan app booking . I just thought be patient  its the NhS  and there over busy  , its only  when my Daughter said i should of had the letter by now  so i thought  i best phone my doctors surgery  to chase it up , and to my shock they told me it had been cancalled  . Im know waiting on some paperwork  from them , i am so confused  and upset  i am taking painkillers every day  which i buy myself  to ease this uncomfortable pain  . It feels like its constantly growing  and  i need to know if its  a cyste  or cancerous growths . Im terribly scared  as iv lost alot of family due to cancer .