Hi I'm new to this site.. I'll start from the beginning, back in 2010 when I was 18 i was suffering with heavy bleeding everyday, i was back and forth to the doctors who just kept telling me it was due to my body getting back to normal after having my first daughter a year before, after many trips they referred me to colposcopy, they looked at my cervix and said everything looked normal. I begged for a smear test as I was too young, they agreed to give me one because every female on my mums side have all had cervix abnormalities. After an abnormal smear and biopsy, results came back as CIN3 and I had lletz treatment. Had a smear every 6 months, then yearly and now put on 3 years. They were all normal. Ive been bleeding constantly and losing clots everyday for 10 months now, I have pain in my lower right side of my back and a weird sensation/pain in my right groin. I didnt go to the doctors because I've never had a regular period and have had a horrendous year with a sudden death of my family etc it's just been one big blur.. I've just had my smear test almost 3 weeks ago, I havnt had the results back but I had a letter to see colposcopy it was sent 15/08/19 first class for me to see someone on the 22/08/19. Obviously my minds running away with me because why would I receive an appointment if my results were normal. I'm worried theyve received them before me and now sent me an urgent appointment! I've got two children one who is disabled and I'm petrified they are going to tell me I have the C word! Thanks for reading xx