Hello everyone,
My name is Sam, 24.
For the past 3 weeks I have had a feeling that something is stuck in the back of my throat. This week I have started getting more symptoms that are pointing the finger to throat cancer. I admit I believe everything I see from Dr Google, bad habits I know. I have recently been feeling very tired and run down, neck glands are swollen, my neck aches constantly, my throat/neck feels very tight, I wake up in the middle of the night dripping in sweat and as of last night have found a lump under my throat on the right hand side just above my Adams apple. This lump feels like rubber, does not hurt when I touch or move it and is currently the size of a chickpea.
I went to the doctor's today and she thinks I have a swollen lymph node and was made to get some blood tests and a chest x-ray straight away. I was told to come back in 4 weeks time if my symptoms are still here or they will call me in quicker if my results come back and seem worrying to my GP.
Right now I am bricking it, I don't even smoke and wondering how could I develop cancer in that area (if it is even that)
I am just basically posting to let my feelings out because I am a very strong individual and right now I am not feeling it. I am very scared for what may happen in the next coming weeks. I was wondering if people could give me advise, tell me your stories etc because right now I am feeling very small and hopeless. I keep thinking once I have cancer it's the end of the road, I need to stop thinking like this.
I know nothing has been diagnosed so far I am just very scared. I have read many posts on here and can't believe how strong you all are, I envy every single one of you and I need to get some mental strength back in me so I have reached out for advice/someone to talk to.
Thank you for reading,
Sam