Hey , of course you are scared , you are human,  that's your mum , the concept of any of it Is crushing . Hopefully they like out the worst but if they dont , its good they are investigating,  my dad was ignored and he was so evidently poorly , he had lost most of his bodyweight in a matter of a few months,  the doctors ignored this though and treated for other things.  So whenever I see someone being referred for cancer investigations I'm happy that they are being took seriously.  

Your mum must be so super stressed trying not to worry about it and her family , us mums like to stay strong for our families even when we are feeling rough.  

I hope you manage to get some rest tonight . Keep posting theres always someone listening xx