So yesterday I went to my gp to get my breast checked after finding an indentation and a lump, she has made an urgent referral to the breast clinic, but what is baffling is that I feel so calm about it all, the week before going to see my gp I was constantly worrying, googling my symptoms, which is the worst thing I could of done, but yesterday before seeing the doctor I had this sudden sense of calmness come over me, it's very strange, I was just wondering if anybody else has ever felt that way.