Hello Mols, 

A warm welcome back on our forum although I am so sorry about what brings you back here - I noticed you had posted before on the forum about your mum's battle and passing. I am so sorry for your loss and can totally understand why this has left a deep mark in you and you are probably feeling at the moment that you are reliving what happened to your mum at the time. 

I know it is really hard not to think about it and about all the circumstantial similarities such as the approaching family holiday, but try not to anticipate what it might be as there are so many different possible explanations. It's very nice of your doctor to have fast tracked your appointment and I hope that you will be seen before you go away and that you get some answers before. The best thing to do though while waiting for results is to keep busy and distracted and avoid looking anything up online. I know this is easier said than done though! 

I am keeping everything crossed for you that everything turns out fine for you. Do keep us updated if you get a chance. And I really hope you can enjoy a nice and relaxing holiday with your loved ones - I bet you are despite everything very much looking forward to it! 

Best wishes, 

Lucie, Cancer Chat Moderator